You Still Break My Heart Every Time I Look At You
I always find the way that I’ve written music to be so weird. Like, it’s less any sort of process and more like something plucked fully formed out of the ether – like painting polaroids with my mind. I don’t really know where they come from and I don’t really put a lot of effort into it, they just appear sometimes. One of the nice parts (heck, one of the only nice parts) of being stuck up in Brisbane these past few weeks has been the fact it’s really freed up some space in my brain that was previously the property of everyday stress and anxiety to really just be reactively creative again. I’ve done some of the best writing I’ve done in a long time, and I’ve been writing songs again too – which is really nice actually, as that was always my first real love as far as writing mediums go.
Anyway, I thought I’d share this with y’all, because I think it’s something really special – or as special as anything can be that I wrote start to complete finish in less than fifteen minutes one-handed on my phone whilst I was walking home from my Grandma’s the other night. Like, the whole entire thing – words, melody and music – just poured out linearly because the title popped into my head and I thought “dang Glenn – that would be a neat title for a song”. And here we are. It’s a little bit Bon Jovi ballad (think ‘Always’) meets Shania Twain or old-school Melissa Etheridge – so, probably in the latter day Kelly Clarkson arena, I guess (it’s probably not urban enough for Keith)?
Anyway, ENOY!
You still break my heart every time that I look at you
But you never would, so I just look at you … from afar
Wishing I was dead
That you told me
But you never would, so I just look at you … from the dark
But every blow I get just never blows me away quite like you do
Every single day
But you never would, so I just look at you … from my heart
Is a new place
To start